Thursday, October 30, 2003

alright man~ the hols are here....but i gottta be back in sch for joseph the first 3 wks...cool...SML (school of modern levites) is up and comin....

btw...i told ms tang(my eng & form teacher) abt the poem thing....SHE WENT AND TOLD THE P. man~ now the P wants me to read it out to the entire sch...hehe...aw man...yikes

sorry its a short entry...its late... just got back from TC...and i've strill got joseph tmr....
cheerios.

ps. haha I AM GONNA BE SUSAN'S PA FOR THE HOLS. :p

Friday, October 24, 2003

OH MY GOSH! you will never belive wod just bloody happened. :D see the poem below, "sanctuary"? well see i posted it at poetry.com some months back...and well all poems that u post there will be automatically entered for thier competition. Hehehe....i just recieved a mail from them...my poem got into the semis seriously unexpected . yeah so now i stand a chance to win all the cash prizes and such..but~ the best part of it all has to be that the poem has also been choosen, out of the thousands, to be published in a book. Publish date probably nxt winter. haha . And since its goin to be published, i've also been invited to attd The international society of Poet's Spring Convention and Symposium at the walt disney resort in orlando, Florida nxt march. YEAAAAAAAAH! *happy dance*

May All Glory Go to God, Our Lord, Jesus Christ!! AMEN!

Thursday, October 23, 2003

~Sanctuary~
Windows to my soul closed
I sink
Into the black oblivion of my mind
I reach
Sanctuary, I seek thee

Breaths of thy mother Earth, carress my skin
Slowly
Tenderly
Drawing me into her sweet serenity
Santuary, i seek thee

Arms of thy mighty Sun, reach out to me
Each beam brings forth new hope
of life
of beauty
Sanctuary, i seek thee

Waters that flow forth from the land
So pure
So clear
Sparkling under thy golden rays
Santuary, I have found thee

cheerios,
Tango

Wednesday, October 22, 2003

"How lovely is your dwelling place, O Lord Almighty! My sould yearns, even faints; for the courts of the Lord; my heart and my flesh cry out for the living God."
Psalms 84
sweet~ everythings just peachy and jolly good nowadays aint it not...... NOT! let me tell u why...OK so its something like bilateral relations we study in social studies. (take malaysia and singapore and the ASEAN for example). ASEAN is there to help make sure that diplomatical ties are kept strong....but recently...the SG. Malay. relationship is strained is it not. yes. SO ASEAN has more or less failed one of its primary missions. Well this analogy can also work if u put it in context with 2 ppl. take the 2 ppl as SG. and Malay. and ASEAN is erm...hmm....something like marriedge....get where i'm driving at now?....oh and we nd a pedra branka....namely, bloody $$. have i laid it out nice and clear yet?? argh...

::WHEN LIFE THROWS YOU LEMONS MAKE LEMONADE::
wod is this world coming to...seriously....they were, or still are, raising thier bloody voices....as in ground shaking loud kinda loud.....and my mom asked me to go to my room...cliche? indeed....do they not think that i'll hear them EVEN frm my room which is wod? less than 1 bleedin metre away. They think i'm deaf or something? or blind maybe? or just plain daft?
I have told a couple of people that i love waking up to the sounds of nature and/or music, but seriously,a BLOODY full blown quarrel DOES NOT count as sounds of nature. That is why i prefer night most of the time. ITs quiter. No one to disturb you, just you and whatever, whoever you choose to share the moment with. I however prefer to be~ alone.Just staring at the night sky and gazing at the stars, however few they are since sg is giving off so much light at night, and dream about anything and everthing which have nothign to do with the norm. seeking solace among them shimmery stars which just seem to hang there in the black oblivion of the sky playing peek-a-boo with you from bhind the calm white clouds. But hey, time to get my head out of the clouds. No matter how beautiful and magical the night may be...it ends, right about 5-6 o'clock in the morning. BAaakc~ to the story...they were screaming like a buncha 6 year olds, and they say that I'M childish ,always quarelling with my sis....well now....look whos the childish one. They were actually screamin, "IF YOU ARE LIKE THAT THAN DONT TALK LAR!"..."FINE"..."FINE LAR". OMGosh.....the agony i had to go through , listening to such childish, inmature, cliche(it usually doesnt sound so singlish but cliche nontheless). One would espect a more 'entertaining' , more 'mature' form of verbal assualt from 2 "grown-ups" who constantly think they "know" alot.....well this have proved otherwise now hasnt it. Screamin at each other about selfishness and what not, well hello? If they havnt come to notice, they are protraying selfishness right this very moment. I didnt do~ anything and yet here i am being forced to witness this "heart-wrenching" scene of my parents. I had half a mind to get out of my room and beat them into a pulp. But~, i decieded to be switzerland and let them continue the bitter struggle for supremacy of the conversation, whatever is left of the original, non-violent, one aniway...
i just couldnt bloody take it anymore, so after for abt 5 mins in my room. i just walked out of my room nonchalently and sat infront of the com with not a care in the world....

so that done...i shall live you with a poem....by me ofcourse....dont want to get my ass sued for using someone elses without thier permission now would I. Bloody hell.

Tuesday, October 21, 2003

Hey all. This will be where i lay out my thoughts on anything that have the slightest inclination of being important. If u feel offended... no idea why ud feel tt way tho...Any song found here is actually from the album.. i bought em ok... didnt rip em off someone else's cd. This is my disclaimer...just in case anybody decides to sue me....i have absolutely zilch cents. If you do decide NOT to sue...than go ahead and hang ard all u want. Otherwise take a hike, scram, buzz, BUGGER OFF....I mean it. Oh and one more word of warning... well actually i dont know what to warn you of... so yea
Have a nice day (that is, as nice as the day can ever get)
cheers,
Tango