hey. ever thought that you are alone and noones watching. well not exactly alone alone..more like u are just being ur normal self and everyting ard u is normal. yea well. than u suddenly realise that its not. that ppl ARE watching...closely, intently...waiting for you to make your next move. than u realise truely what it means to cause and effect. and sometimes the "effect" isnt something tt u would like happen. its creepy. sorta like somethin out of the x-files...think some where in season 2...opps side tracked, sorry. i think im just being paranoid...and no this piece has nth to do abt me...its just a thought. tt has been triggered. :) everyone has responsibillities...tho different frm one person to another...each as impt as the next. heh. and sometimes there are thoes hidden responsibillities that we have but dont noe until it comes round and bites u in the butt. get wod i mean...yea well..........................

cheers
-serene

ps/ btw....does anybody really noe wod "cheers" actually mean .....just a thought cuz i've been seeing it alot lately....and yes i do noe wod it means...if u were wonderin...sorry just beein an ass like i usually am.

oh hi again...u noe wod...i've decieded...no point makin it aniworse...might as well just suck it up and go thru with it...wod doesnt kill is onli gonna make me stronger :) ....

you noe wod...forget all my complains....i take them all back...sigh

helo. explicit language: Parental advisory. *today i cannot careless*
my joy was short lived folks. bloody hell. ya'll heard of shingles...well yours truley has em...
i dont noe if im pissed off or...u noe wod im not pissed off...just realli realli sad....seriously why am i the one in the whole freakin family that always fall sick. i've got a stomach problem since i was young, i've had dengue fever, im the one who always gets scraps and cuts .....bloody fuck. i tell ya...this totally suck. i feel like my skin is burning.my left side is raw...my shirt feels like sand paper against it. and mind u i take pain just fine...but this is crap. my heart feels like its crampin up. i cant breath properly.i cant sleep on my right nor my left....niether can i slp on my back..and i've got em rash on my chest too...so how?? levitate ar.....bloody bleedin soddin fuck!!!! ARGH. sigh~ im gonna be real real real real bored.

too many things happenin at the same time. too many. its just pathetic and sad.

guess hwos back guess whos back guess whos back......

hello ya'll!
ORLANDO WAS AWESOME!! didnt win the cash tho harhar... Disney was great. HUGE man...HUGE.... Universal was cool.... oh and the coke, dr pepper, pizzas *sluuuuuuurrrrrrp* yummy. and one thing i've noticed..they dont beliee in givin u small portions....food comes in mega sizes haha

yawn...darn...its 4 am ....i think i beta to knock out.. :) continue again on sat... :))

-happy tango

helo...stop over at HK now....got 2hrs to kill... airports aint veri excitin haha. Headin to san fran next b4 i reach my destination.man is the plane ride a bore. cant use my phone...for obvious reasons...haha. had to amuse (sp?) myself. think i've got anothes 17 hrs to go. oh if ur wonderin...they provide free internet services at the airport...coolies. tho im not use to a mac. lookin like an idiot here -_-'" so aniways...if i can get my hands on a com anytime after this there'll be another msg :) oh and msgin frm florida aint gonna b a prob...its 60cents each....aint too bad...haha. better not let mah dad see this...*looks ard*.

be missin ya
cheers
-me

Ok so i'll be off soon...will be back in abt 15 days i think...
hmm...even tho im excited to be headin there ....convention and all... i cant help but miss home...and of course my buddies...and the smsin....darn..and its only for 2 wks.... sigh... just wrote another poem/song wodeva u wanna call it...more like lyrics...cuz there aint noe chords o music to it yet...haha well if i can get my hands on a com over the other side....i'll post it :)

o well...pls pray for safety, less anxiety...wanna leave my worries back here...or get rid of em all together lar....haha.....be happy... rite "it" :p ohoh pray for the grande prize ....

be missin ya'll
with love
-serene

frustration aside...im tokin abt somethin diff todae
awhile back someone asked me why i like Tanya. I cldnt realli come up with much on the spot. But than it got met hinkin...why do i like tanya, who probalby more than half the world doesnt noe, soooo much. yea well she cant realli sing. i got ur point. :P
well...this is why....it doesnt matter if she can sing anot...i like the sound of her voice. Theres is a thang an edge to it that i like. Sometimes its breathy, sorta i-dont-have-a-care-in-the-world, laid back feel. than u got the rocker chick feel, like in "just like the movies". Than u got the quiet demure muture sound...somethin like in "Hello God".

Next thing i like abt her is a lyrics...wod can i say but wow.... meaningful, veri nicely written. she writes good...

i realli dont noe how to put it...its like i like the whole pakage ya noe....shes a real nice person, she writes damn good songs, and i like the way she sounds. So there. :) im not a groupie....i dont like just cos i like her...

...............................................TANGO..................................