guilt trip over.

I understand now.

Was always drawing it from you.

Gotta do that now...

Being conscious about it doesnt make it any easier though heh ;)

Rain how apt. Shit day... have done absolutely nothing right. Hit me over the head and get it done with I say.

Maybe I should stop psychoanalysing myself... guilt is my least fav emotion.

I hate what I've been today. Its pathetic. Moody. Slow. Pessimist. Weak. Selfdoubting. I would punch myself if I saw me walking down the road.

What has become of me? Never would I have thought that this day would come.

Y: I saw myself in the mirror
X: yeah that's what they're generally used for
Y: what?
X: mirrors
Y: what about them?
X: ?!? you said you saw yourself in the mirror
Y: yea this morning
X: so I said 'that's what they're generally used for
Y: used for what?
X: ack!! looking at oneself!
Y: mornings?
X: *faints*

"Muse>Tango: Off for a vacation"

nooo.... dont leave me!

Hey you
same old, nothing new. well nothing of significant importance anyway. I did however got to know of this dark chocolate covered coffee beans that hahah... really does have soem kick in it. (yea yea i know it aint new... I just havnt seen them ard alright heh). oh jitters... kinda co-lead no... er more like sang 2 songs for worship during the leaders meeting.
Ayee... its funny methinks. Really, ask me stand up infront of a crowd and sing i have no problem with, its just that worship's a different ball game no? Im pretty good at performing if I might so boldly say but when it comes to worship its not the same right? lol. I hesitate cause I don't wanna just be 'performing' which is what im familiar with... I actually do wanna have an antenna reaching out and up to God.

Heard Tanya's 2 demos on her myspace today. Damn Im missing her stuff. Be praying for the day another Eng. album of hers'll hit the shelves. Go T!!
Btw: YAMIE!!! Desp. tryin to contact you woman... if by some miricle you see this, do drop me a text. Ive lost my phone along with your number and I want my "Bored" album *grin* and of course to keep in contact with you heh. But i do really want the "Bored" album.

ayyee...long day long day... *hums*its a hard day's night*
ohoh...its been exhilarating though. Never thought Id have so much fun in a chinese svc .(considering I don't really know what the bleeding hell is going LoL) language barrier you see.
Ok I was rather "gan chiong" at the start of one of the songs and completely and utterly forgot the strumming pattern. And I had no clue from the drummer either cuz it was my intro haha. Richard took one look at me face and he knew I forgot. Well I figured it out 2 bars into the first verse heh. Thank God. And thanks to ya'll for that lil prayer u said for me :)
But yea... it was great... much less jittery.Worship I did. And the butterflies who decided to infest my stomach during the G12 Women's worship have left me alone this time. For which I am grateful for my colourful fluttery friends. Leave me be till I call thee.

well... joy

-Tango
(serene)